It's hard not to try to fill the void in my soul
To not take the reins but let them go
To not numb the pain with bliss and ecstasy
To sever this cord between you and me
To die to myself again and again
To leave my life here in your hands

What do you want with this complete surrender
To find me a blank canvas here forever
Where can I go to finally find rest
To find love and peace and true happiness
Here at your feet on my knees I call
In hopes to hear you instead of nothing at all